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28 September 2011 @ 12:04 pm

Oh damn I really love how SILENT HILL DOWNPOUR looks like so far.

Only this “woman creatures” and the fighting / combat system doesn’t make me happy until now.

I like the idea of keeping up just one weapon at once and even this one will break with the time but I don’t like this “from gaming in fighting mode” feeling. When there suddenly pops up a pointer/visor. It focus too much on fighting and takes you on an other level. That bothers me. I have no problem with it generally, I love it in some other games but I don’t want it in Silent Hill. I prefer it like it was in the first 3 games. I’m also not amused about that the creatures in the newer Silent Hills are more aggressive and somehow they don’t give you a chance to run past them. You just HAVE to fight them. Maybe this sounds strange but it makes it less scarier. It’s more like “Oh not again *sigh*” I miss it what Silent Hill 3 extremely good did with you. It was dark as fuck, you heard something and you knew “Okay it’s coming, prepare for fighting”. But then you were so scared that you thought “Aaah damn run, run, run don’t stop” This panic feeling, although you knew it was no problem to fight and defeat whatever stands in your way, but the situation made it scary and you preferred it sometimes more just to run. Well but okay, I will wait for the game before I make a final judgment.

Oh An other little point I don’t like is that at every damn object a “press this button” symbol pops up. That’s annoying as fuck, and same as with the fighting It pulls you out of the game and the feeling. It’s like it tries to remember you that you’re playing a video game and that you have to press buttons. Like “Press it press it NOW! DO IT” Again I prefer it how it was in the original games you just run through rooms and explore stuff. Try everything to pick up or just try to open every single door room. It felt more real.

So talking about objects, there is one thing I’m already really happy about it. It’s the object sound. I love this dull-sounding sound, it makes me so nostalgic. There is no sound in any other video game which make me happier and talking about nostalgic, Silent Hill every time again give me this feeling of old times. I’m so in love with this vintage / retro touch of the Silent Hill games. Especially the old phones, it remembers me I once used them too, the old radios and televisions, the hangings/wallpapers, the typewriters, old computers and more.

I can’t help but it feels so good what this game does to / with me and so I can’t other than to love the SILENT HILL series like no other video game.
28 September 2011 @ 10:19 am

“Goodbye” by Apparat feat. Soap&Skin from “The Devil’s Walk” album

Let's go into bed *Please put me to bed*
And turn down the light

Fold out your hands
Give me a sign
Hold down your lies
Lay down next to me
Don't listen when I scream
Bury your thoughts and fall asleep
Find out....I was just a bad dream

Let the bed sheet
Soak up my tears
And watch the only way out disappear
Don't tell me why
Kiss me goodbye

Neither ever, nor never
Neither ever, nor never
Neither ever, nor never

I just love this song
11 August 2011 @ 06:00 pm

I'm sitting here and cry because today it's already six months ago.
It's six months ago since my beloved Rocky died in my arms.

I miss him so much. It feels like a part of myself is missing a part of my heart and soul.
In the last 6 months I felt so lonely and lost as never before. I miss him.

I miss him so terrible much that I would sell the rest of my soul just for a few minutes, a kiss, a few words with him.
I miss the endless love he always gave me, the feeling of pure happiness just by touching his fur.

Whenever I see people with their cats I always feel so jealous, somehow lonely and lost,
because I miss this kind of special feeling, the love a cat can give you.

At the same time I feel happy for them because I know it's wonderful.

Now please go hug and kiss your cat or cats and enjoy this moment because
the love of a cat isn't only a special gift it's also one of the most wonderful things on earth.

03 June 2011 @ 06:31 pm
 SILENT HILL: Downpour
news lately

12 May 2011 @ 11:51 pm
Best TV show ever.

I so fucking love it. I've seen both seasons twice already.
12 May 2011 @ 10:39 pm
... again, like every damn year; which surprise.

There was no House MD at the televsion today ...

... because of the semi final because of singing people spreading their love or well ... their hate for each other country.

So Austria is after a long time there again too.
I have no idea of this girl singing for us. Heard the song today on the TV for the first time.
Sounds like a song you hear on radio everyday so I don't guess it will win.

Well whatever I hope this all is over soon again,

27 April 2011 @ 11:47 am

I’m so fucking pissed! You fucking disgusting individual on this earth.
I fucking hate you from the deepest of my heart!

Current Music: Michael Andrews - The Artifact & Living / Donnie Darko Soundtrack
08 April 2011 @ 09:17 am

1. We Want War by These New Puritans
2. Myxamatosis by Radiohead
3. Thanatos by Soap&Skin
4. Seven Nation Army by The White Stripes
5. My Moon My Man by Feist
6. You’re Not Here by Akira Yamaoka
7. Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This) by Emily Browning
8. The Wolf by Fever Ray
9. What Else Is There? by Röyksopp

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1. D.A.N.C.E. by Justice
2. Psyche by Massive Attack
3. Why Do You Let Me Stay Here? by She & Him
4. Blue Monday by Orgy
5. Can’t buy me love by The Beatles
6. Play Dead by Ben Barnes & Robert Sheehan with Joe Echo
7. Hold Tight by Dave Dee, Dozy, Beaky, Mick & Tich
8. AM180 by Grandaddy

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11 February 2011 @ 06:42 pm
Rocky 1994 - † 11.02.2011
Current Music: Joseph Gordon-Levitt - Express Yourself
11 February 2011 @ 04:39 pm

Current Music: Joseph Gordon-Levitt - Express Yourself